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Sunday, April 24, 2005

Just past few days i felt the most horrible of my days. How this inconvenience and brainless job had changed me (or in the process of it) into a better person. It is so different from other jobs that I once held before. i just can't elaborate further how tis job is so stupid. So stupid that I can fathom how silly to tok abt it now and I am so unfocus in my work becoz I still can't accept that the duties is so stupid and I dun believe in wat I am doing ... I am not going to do it .. even doing my housework is not so stupid.
the thing u do and u thought is nothing the next blow up big big ... u goes like ..huh? (scatch head and gong gong niao) such a stupid thing also can fry up big news meh ? ppl are so concern abt me , thank u . but at least .. I am high profile now easily by been .......seem okay.
This job is like so different. two word to summarise : very inconvenience! Can't even sit properly to have my foods. I had become more positive person overnite. somemore...peanut's pay.
In the past , my job required only me . i know my work ,I do the decision and i make sure I do well . I know wat I am doing and plan the whole thing of wat I am going to do . ppl praises and I will keep low profile. it's a 9 to 5 under a comfortable aircon room and comfortable chair and all i nd to do is to get my paycheck. Individualistic i can say. i felt so stupid to change job now!For this brainless job, u are not the only one. Can't heckcare simply bor chup (my motto) yr job required ppl (a lot of them) into your life. Yes a lot of them. u got to ans to all of them . yr business is their business. dun tell them abt u , tell them wat can u do for them. their culture is OPEN COMMUNICATION. everthing u say will be in the light the next day .Keep dumb and seem okay and u think that everything is okay. The next day ? thanks huh , i got high profile oredi. Small trivial becomes FA yang guang DA lei. i just can't help to feel 'glam', 'honourable', 'pai say' about it . Mainly , i felt gong gong abt it becoz i think everything is okay and u wonder y some ppl are so miserable ...even small matters ..matters to them: are they boring ? One thing abt this industry is that once ppl dun like u ....everything is not okay. biased treatment u may say , negative u may say , sensitivity u may say. One thing : Positivity. be yourself and u think is right .. that's rite. u feel lousy? pretend to be confident, nothing happens . Nothing should let u feel bad after work is over.

their definition of atititude problems is heckcare simply bor chup. my god... blur is also an atititude problem, low profile and dun gives problem is also a atitiude problem, take 3 days MC becoz u are too sick to walk is also atititude problem. wah lau, like that they got atititude problem or me? my mannerism also a problem. work like agressive , KNOWS Everything and snatch everything to do , friendly but pretentious, complaint everytime , keep a big fuss over a small thing and tok more and then sick till i faint pathetically not an atititude problem lorz.
life......is too short to be miserable and narrow minded abt small matters.
But ... i felt that .... this job is still better than mine previous becoz i learnt a lot abt human chracter and wat is really life outside, everything is so dynamic and every work is different.
Although my previous job can allow me to be the person i want, the freedom I need , the person I love to work wif , the msn , stable lunch and teabreak, sit as long as i want. Should i say that... i will be too sheltered and no challenges. u know at least this job allows me to see people provoking me wif strange paranoia character and let me laugh at them. ppl who keeps tackle u till it challenge yr patient. U know.... human are very complicated and that's really challenge me. look at how 1% of exon in human genomic system can make a big difference.
at least i will be keep busy that i will not think wildly :) .
Well,,,life ..goes so interestingly and without knowing...time passes by fast.

Something to share ....i think this is funny

Mental Hospital answering machine :: D'oh!

::Message: Message:Answering machine at the Mental Hospital...

"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline ...

If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and6.

If you are paranoid, we know who you are and
what you want.
Stay on the line so we can trace your call.
If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will betransferred to the mother ship.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and asmall voice will tell you which number to press.

If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter
which number you press, no one will answer.
If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696.

If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with
the pound key until a representative comes on the
line.

If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name,address, telephone number, date of birth, SocialSecurity number and your mother's maiden name.

If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, s-l-o-w-l-y and c-a-r-e-f-u-l-l-y press 0 0 0.

If you have bi-polar disorder, please leave a
message after the beep, or before the beep, or
afterthe beep. Please wait for the beep.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have low self-esteem, please hang up. All
operators are too busy to talk to you.

Anonymous scribbled this at 10:27 AM...